Kccitystar

OK here we go. It's sunday, and on friday, I had my phone stolen by some petty thug. An black male at that. Well, I was basically robbed. This guy, who is familar to me only by face, as I have seen him on repeat occasions due to the fact that I hang out with his cousin, approached me and wanted to see my phone. Apparently someone must have told him that I had a Motorola i930, a phone I heard out on the streets that he wanted to buy off of someone. Apparently he wanted to see my phone, and because I was cool with his cousin, I let him. Yes, I know, I shouldn't have given him my phone, but the guy gave me a handshake and everything giving me this false friendship....so he looks at my phone, checks out the features, he asks me how much do I want for the phone, and so he pulls out a wad of money out of his pocket, and he says he'll buy it off me right now. I said my phone was not for sale. So he decides to close it and walk away with my phone. He has an accomplice with him, so I cannot really beat him down to a pulp, but my pride was shattered that day. To everyone, it looked like I gave him the phone, but all of this happened in a store, and in retrospect I could have just stood at the entrance and he would have returned my phone, if not I coulda kicked his ***. God I'm such a dumbass. However after that day, I've come to realize that no matter how cool you are with someone, it will never amount to anything because everybody will backstab you at one point in your life. You can never trust anybody, and if you do, you cannot trust them at a level in which you can trust yourself, meaning if you trust yourself 100%, keep your friends at a 25% trust. I might sound confusing but that's how I am. I don't give a hoot about anything and anyone right now, and I'm frustrated as hell with the african-american community. Why the fsck is it that they do this? Why is it that most black males turn out to be drug-dealers and thieves? What makes them do this? Are they the only race that embraces everything other races consider a no-no? Is it because they think it's ok to be hood, broke, violent, uneducated, etc.? Now, don't call me a racist or anything like that, because I am a minority also. I'm just sick of seeing blacks complain about how the white man does this etc, how cops harass them, how they can't sell weed, how even with affirmitive action, negro funds, etc., they still can't work for a better future...it annoys me. I'm sick of seeing blacks complain about things like it's expected to be handed to them. Seriously, asians, indians, mexicans and every other non-white race came here to this country to be somebody, they lived in the same ghetto and not only did they have to endure the racism of the white man but also black people who didn't want them "in their neighborhoods". I was one of those people. My family were those kinds of people. I never felt and I still don't feel comfortable living in a predominantly black neighborhood, for the sole fact that I'm hispanic and that I don't speak in ebonics, although I do, but I mastered a method called code-switching, in which I speak a certain way amongst my peers, but amongst strangers I keep things professional and avoid slang. I don't feel comfortable knowing that every single time I go out to buy something with the money I worked hard on earning, there's somebody out there that is always jealous of what another person has and instead of working hard to reach that level of whatever it is, they want to steal it because they find it easy. I don't feel comfortable coming outside with something I know I paid alot of money for, and having somebody plot and scheme on taking that away from me. For example, I don't want to settle for a Honda, when I got the money to pay for a Ferrari, just because somebody might want to steal it. That's a blow to my pride, big time. I don't get why people wonder why a high percentage of arrests and robberies and all sorts of misdemeanors come from blacks. It's because they put all of this on themselves. Now, I don't respect black people who believe that stealing and doing things the illegal way is what's right just because it's hard growing up or whatever. If an asian or mexican man who came to America with 20 bucks with a wife and 2 kids manages to work himself up to live in a good neighborhood, can have a nice house makes a decent amount of money and send his kids to go study at the best universities, any minority can do the same. I can't stand living in the conditions that I'm in, i.e. always coming outside fearing someone might try to rob something else I have, always fearing for my life whenever I walk towards territories where there's heavy drug traffic, you know? Stuff like that....so I'm planning on moving...where to? I do not know. All I know is that I can't stand living here. Now, I know after you all read this you can consider me a racist, whatever label, but I do not care. I don't hate a race, I just hate stupid people who can't help themselves and put the blame on others. If it's a majority of a certain race or whatever, so be it, but I'm at a point now where I don't give a hoot about anything or anyone for that matter. I lost my phone in the most embarassing matter anyone has ever seen. -KC

ABACABB...you took it way back, this was the code to draw blood in Mortal Kombat!

-The Bonds on Bonds show had some interesting moments. Hall of Famer Mike Schmidt wondered whether or not he would have roided with mega millions at stake...then they showed the clip from two years ago when, at Spring Training, Barry suggested steroids don't help one's hand eye coordination. Was this a denial? Or was it Barry's coy way of saying "steroids aren't why I'm great." Barry feels singled out, but he must realize it's not personal. It's that paranoia rearing its head. If a light hitting second baseman hits five homers one season, roids up, and then comes back and leaves the yard 12 times, no one cares. When the best player in the game is assaulting the past, it doesn't matter if you're black, white, Scotch Romanian, or from outer space, people take notice. Especially when there are books, leaked grand jury testimony, and the obvious physical transformation that seriously question the claims of a clean past. While he hasn't endeared himself to many in the media, contrary to his own beliefs, no one is making it their personal crusade to take down Barry. I find his persistent attempts to compare himself and what he's going through to Hank Aaron truly repulsive. The hate mail must be difficult to see, but the 755 home run man faced it because of the color of his skin, not because of the perception he was cheating. One phrase. "There's no crying in baseball!" - Well, my aunt passed away two thursdays ago, and that's been like a reality check to me. My whole family is still in denial or whatever, but it'll sink in eventually. As for me, I've moved on, seeing as when it's our time to go, it's our time to go, you know? - It seems like I can't friggin have anything out here. First I get a new cell phone last fall, and now that I get ahold of the i930 there are people that want to steal it? What the hell? I get infuriated because there will always be bitter friggin people that are too lazy to put in the work to buy something themselves so they take it upon themselves to steal seeing as it makes them feel better. I don't care, I'm fighting for this phone, seeing as I forked up a considerable amount to have it, and I'm not gonna let some punk try to take it away from me. I'm insured but that's not the point. - Total MLB 1.08 came out this weekend, and after a couple uploads I got the right version out that everybody would enjoy. Only thing left is a bunch of small changes and I'm set for the season. - I want MLB to contract a couple teams, at most. Expansion (Marlins, Rockies, Devil Rays, and Diamondbacks) in the 1990's led to a dilution of talent and guys wearing major league uniforms who should have been calling Triple A home. We blamed all those home runs last decade on smaller parks and juiced balls and that was some of it, but we now know it was also steroids (and some cork too). And part of it was simple - less talented pitchers serving up bombs. Fewer teams would equal deeper pitching staffs and potentially fewer home runs. Contracting two teams basically cuts down on the demand for talent and salaries go down considerably.

Yeah basically that's the thing, the Yankees can afford to make make mistakes, seeing as money is not an issue.

-I purchased a crapload of stuff yesterday. I got my Nextel phone hooked up, and the total amount for everything was 530 dollars, what the deuce? I mean the phone itself was 350 bucks with service, but then I had to make a 150 dollar deposit. What the hell else? I also bought an HDTV. A Samsung 27 inch...it's pretty good and I like the quality. It supports all modes including 720p. I'm gonna have a blast watching my yankee games in HD. - Mentally, I'm not where I want to be right now. I feel I shouldn't have spent all of the income tax money. My aunt, she's in her final hours I guess, as she has developed pneumonia and she's been in a nursing home for quite some time. She still remembers who I am and when I came to see her I could not contain my sadness. I left the nursing home bawling my eyes out. She's been like my third mom and I share great memories with her. When nobody wanted to visit her on any given day, I stepped up to the plate and went to see her. I love her with all my heart, and she'll move on to a better place in perfect health again. Thanks for the memories auntie. - And so I get the news that my first Nextel bill will come out to 250 and change. More money that I have to pay for. I better get to fixing more computers, seeing as I need that money NOW more than ever. Nobody has donated for my Total MLB update but in the end, its OK. I guess. I'm in huge debt right now. -KC

Damn, you had a car in high school? I'm 18 and even I don't have a car yet! However I'm trying to buy one, but don't want to break 1,000 for one.

...So now's the time that Cingular jumped on the walkie-talkie bandwagon. I've been using Cingular Wireless for a couple years now, and I'm kinda mad at how I upgraded my phone. Instead of getting a basic phone that can make calls, I made the dumbest decision ever, I forked $210 bucks over and bought the Sony Ericsson S710a, thus locking me up with Cingular for two more years. I am considering terminating my service because Cingular damn near overcharges for everything. My plan is 39.99, along with two features I have: Insurance, and a wireless internet package, thus bringing my wireless service up to $52 and change. How the hell does my bill end up skyrocketing to 66 dollars! On top of that, my service is half-assed. If only someone would buy this phone off me so I can just kill my cingular service. *sigh*. ...I don't like Johnny Damon in pinstripes. It's hard to see someone getting more at bats than at least 5 guys that are better than him hitting down the lineup. The only reason people say Damon is fast is because he was on a slow team. ...I chose to continue my Total MLB project for personal usage, but eventually I'll release something soon. Maybe later, maybe next month, whatever. ...My New Year's sucked. ...I want a car. ...Being 18 sucks, and I've let my beard grow for the winter. It's not really a beard but more like a dark 5 o'clock shadow.

Right now, I'm in the process of working on my Total MLB project.....and then hittin the sack. -KC

I figured I'd bring some idea into this part of the forums and this thought sparked up some curiosity. Right now I'm just tired, battling some stupid stuffy nose and a cough that just won't leave. I've tried everything What exactly are some of you doing still up past sleeping hours?

My gift is coming real late, as I spent christmas with family and I didn't have time to continue making my present

You're gonna have to give some form of credit to me on that sig then...

LOL what's so special about the Halladay photo?

Damn.... -KC BTW I'm takin requests also...

Any sigs? -KC

PNGs support transparency also. -KC

Now it is. -KC

Ask and you shall be rewarded..:

LOL I must introduce another font...

NOW TAKING SIGS.... :lol:

Dunno, he's probably leading a hidden Anti-KC movement on the boards...who knows? :eek:

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