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  1. Crap and I'm shooting for a release date of pitchers and catchers reporting
  2. It can't stop me from making more, can it?
  3. *runs from thread*
  4. Oh, here is a story. Last sunday night I had one of the most entertaining nights in my recent memory. I hung out with Jennifer for a while and in the end I was unformally invited to hang out with her and her group for the remainder of the night. We played pool and we kicked it on the train and everything. I felt like a high school student again. I felt like I was 17 all over again. I haven't had this much fun in a while, you know, hanging out with someone I care about and someone I enjoy speaking to on a daily basis. However with the amount of fun I had last night comes with repercussions. My phone turned off that night while I was in the pool hall. To be exact, in the middle of a pool game with Jen and I. I was unable to really call my parents and let them know where I was at because I have not really memorized the phone number to my house, and because I haven't memorized the number I couldn't use Jen's phone and call up. However, if it's anyone I can blame right now, it's myself for not charging my phone, and Motorola for creating crappy Nextel phones. Anyway, after I said my farewells and my adieus to everybody, I left to catch the #2 train back up to my house. On the train, I began to really absorb what went on that night and the amount of fun I had. I realized that Jen has a really cool group of friends, similar to my group of friends. Give or take...about 45 minutes later, I hobble out of my seat on my way outside the train station. It's raining, but not as much as it was when the group and I tried to make our way off to the 23rd street station in downtown Manhattan. My legs hurt, my feet hurt, I'm tired, and even though I'm aching, I'm trying to power-walk my way home. I fumble around trying to open the door and rush to the elevator before it closes. I come in the house, and here comes my grandmother rushing to bark. It's 2AM, but I am finally home. This is very you know, typical of parents when you don't tell them where you are, but my grandparents take it to another level. Given the fact that I am their grandson and I'm an adult, they continue to treat me very child-like. Not really babying me but like always hoping for the worst, always believing that the world is a bad place, etc. It's almost like being mildly overprotective, and that is not a good thing. The following dialogue is exactly what went down once I got home. "Where were you? Your grandfather was worried and you know he has to work tomorrow!" "Can you wait until I come into the house so I can explain....I was hanging out with my friends and I was invited to play pool. I couldn't call because my phone turned off, and that's my fault for not charging my phone before I left." "You know that your grandfather has to go to work tomorrow..." This sentence usually sets me off, as this sentence has been the butt of all the jokes between my friends in regards to my "curfew". Let's get this out of the way, because now I'm annoyed. I'm 19 friggin years old. I am an adult. When I walk alone at night, I have enough common ******* sense not to speak to anyone, not to make eye contact with people, and to walk along common streets. I am sick of having them trying to instill this fear in me, like because I have a laptop (as I carry one a majority of the time when I am on the road), everyone wants to mug me, and everyone knows I have a laptop, so everyone is trying to plot on stealing it from me, and that I rub it in people's faces that I have a laptop. I can just say I have books and documents in my bag, if people need to know. If it's anything that annoys me even more, it's when I found out that my parents have absolutely no expectations of me or anything. That makes me feel real insignificant, as if I was destined to fail in life. Deep down this makes me feel horrible. It's like no one has faith in me to succeed in anything, and that's horrible. I make a pretty solid effort to at least continue my education, and it's like to them, the way I see it, nothing I do is ever acceptable. It's like they are not happy with me graduating from high school. Suddenly now that I am living with them, my opinions do not count at all, or they are of no importance. My grandfather works in a friggin factory, and my mother lives in Connecticut with my stepfather. What the heck am I supposed to do? I know. I'm just going to join the army because that is what they might want me to do. Maybe then I'll be someone significant in the family. Maybe if I joined the armed forces my opinions would count and everyone would be happy. I can't stand it. Every day that these crazy events unfold, I continue to regret staying in the city and not applying to a SUNY (State of New York) school. It's ridiculous. You can tell me to find a job, but it's not easy like many people think it is. Nowadays jobs require skills, and my skills are not as good as people make it out to be. I just want to have enough money in my pocket to get around, but I'm making the decision of staying at home and waiting for college to start so that I can find work while I stay. My grandmother sits at home, cooks, cleans and blames me when I insist that I do things on my own, and when she doesn't ask me to help her out around the house, everyone thinks I'm selfish and that I'm spoiled and that I'm disrespectful. I don't need all of this. I really don't. I'm going to move out. I don't know how I'm going to make it work but I will. I have to go through all of this just to live my own life and have fun. To have a good time with friends, I have to put up with this crap that's thrown at me on a daily basis. The other night, I got angry at my parents and voluntarily isolated myself in the house in my own room. I don't want them to say anything to me whatsoever because apparently my opinions don't count at all, even if I live here.
  5. For this 2007 mod, I will contribute Total MLB 1.12, and updated frontend art, with some audio mods here and there if I have extra time. With that said, this mod should be incredible. No, screw that, EPIC.
  6. 1516 downloads

    ********************* 2007 Cincinnati Reds ********************* Release Notes ------------------------------- 7/10/07 ******* - Complete overhaul. Home, Road, and Home Alt have all been replaced with their 2007 duds, with improved textures, as well as equipment by TheSpungo. ******* Extract all of this zip file's contents into the MVP Baseball 2005 directory. It is usually C:Program FilesEA SportsMVP Baseball 2005 Run the Reds07Install.bat file, and installation should be a snap. It is safe to delete the contents of the installation once it completes. Enjoy! -KC
  7. 3005 downloads

    *************** 2007 Arizona Diamondbacks *************** Release Notes ------------------------------- 07/10/07 ******* - Complete overhaul. Home, Road, Road and Home Alternates have all been replaced with their 2007 duds, with improved textures. All equipment and shoe changes provided by TheSpungo. ******* Extract all of this zip file's contents into the MVP Baseball 2005 directory. It is usually C:Program FilesEA SportsMVP Baseball 2005 Run the DbacksInstall.bat file, and installation should be a snap. It is safe to delete the contents of the installation once it completes. Enjoy! -KC
  8. ...Underwood is one of my favorite country girls. Can't find any country girl out here in the city though, but I'm still lookin' ...John Mayer for songwriter of the year! I can't stop listening to Continuum or any of his earlier works for that matter. ...last day of 2006, and I wake up at around 2PM. Awesome . I am planning on hanging out with tons of friends but it's lame though man. Same BS every year. ...I'd like to thank everyone who download Total MLB this year as it has been a very good year to me, modding-wise. I can't say I'll continue the project but it's whatever.
  9. Hm, beat me to it but I just felt like shaking off some rust. WD-40 anyone?
  10. I can't wait to create sigs again and make new ones for the same members a week later
  11. Ah yes, the Hollywood OS. - That article is funny b/c well, most of it is true. For instance, a Hollywood OS is able to download like 6 gigs in mere seconds. The OS also gives you error messages in the form of a huge red screen with white text. Gotta love cliche's. Anyway, as for me, let's see. I'm having girl troubles. - I've been speaking to a certain someone, well many people these past few months, and things are kinda creepy but in a good way. Catching up with people can be fun, and you kind of rediscover things, emotions, whatever, things you sorta knew but never really acted upon. It's crazy though. There's this one girl I'm really diggin but I don't know if what I am feeling is definitely it, or if it's just a phase. Our conversations are great, they are always comprehensive, I am able to speak to her about anything my mind wishes to touch on, and our conversations only go as deep as we both choose for them to go. I'm happy for that, as I can't touch base with a lot of other females, but she is one hell of a woman. Her train of thought is somewhat incredible considering the amount of myspace loosies on there. I like the way she thinks on a lot of things because most of the things she goes through in her life, I have probably experienced a variation of it and we can always discuss and relate to many things. However, I am confused, like, is this really it? Could she really be you know, it? In boxing, a fighter often has about 3 great memorable fights in their lifetime. For a guy, it's similar. There are about 3 memorable women that a man will always encounter in their life. Everybody else that comes along will always be a good companion but will never be as good as the 3 memorable ones that came along into your life. I might have encountered my first one, and it would totally be like catastrophic if I were to let it pass. How long would it be to find #2? Who knows, but it won't be now. I mean, I'm 19 years old, I'm a big boy, I'm mentally capable, I'm smart, but I refuse to act upon my building emotions. Deep down in my heart, my knowledge on long-distance relationships is that they never seem to work out, no matter what the circumstance. Things may look all cotton candy and rainbow-ish in the first year or so, but eventually your insecurities will always get the best of you. However, the more I get to thinking, especially with a woman of this caliber that I have encountered, I keep thinking to myself that it might work, but I am not willing to make that leap. I'm not willing to make that sacrifice, knowing that while I am in New York, cold as ice, wishing for someone to cuddle with, she could be in Chicago or something partying hard, getting drunk, having a blast with her friends or ultimately with someone else. Life is all about risks, but this is one that I am thinking of potentially not taking.
  12. The new text does not have those bevel effects
  13. My sunday thoughts? http://www.mvpmods.com/Forums/viewtopic/p=339283.html#339283
  14. What do you mean
  15. For all you PSP guys, here are two backgrounds I created:
  16. The blue does not fit with the white/red uniform.
  17. And here is the code you need to exactly copy and paste: [url=http://www.mvpmods.com/Forums/viewtopic/t=25145.html][img=http://i15.tinypic.com/2w5nclc.jpg][/url]
  18. I made you a francoeur sig a while back, what happened to that one?
  19. ...The Yankees are playing it smart this offseason. By trading Sheffield, the Yankees get good if not great pitching from Detroit that we can expect to help out in 2008, and we get dead weight off our shoulders. ...Anyone who buys a PS3 on the launch date is a fool. There are no titles out worth buying along with the 600 dollar price. The PS3 will launch with 21 games this week. Three from Sony, and 18 from 3rd parties. But when you look at that list, only 7 of those games are not also available right now on the Xbox 360. Only 6 of them are even exclusive. As for Blu-Ray, I have a hard time seeing spending hundreds of dollars to invest in a next generation movie format when there’s still two of them on the market and one is sure to die. No one wants to be stuck having paid hundreds of dollars for the next Beta Max. If you plan on buying one at launch, don't feel bad. If I had the excess money lying around, I’d probably be one of you. I’m a notorious early adopter. But logically, there’s no good reason to do so at the moment. ....Windows Vista is going to be such a system resource hog. I mean, why the hell would you want to use over 1GB of RAM for? What is the use? For more visually enhanced stupid gimmicks? I don't understand. With that said, I'll be purchasing a copy of Vista Ultimate, LOL. I mean, after I give my PC an overhaul. ...I still believe console gaming will always prevail over PCs, even though my feelings are the complete opposite. With PCs you always have to upgrade, be it minimal or a complete overhaul every two or three years. The PC I am using has been custom-made by me and I have only upgraded once every other year since 2003 when I first built it. With consoles, the developers are given guidelines as to what the console can do and they develop games within those guidelines. It is much easier to just pop in a game and have it play at optimum performance than to have to install a game and have it play like a slideshow on your PC because of driver conflicts or insufficient memory. I still love my PC though. ...My birthday is in a week and 1/2 and I don't know what to expect. Should I be paranoid? My parents have not told me anything really, and all I want is a new digital camera and clothes. Lots. of clothes. If I were to ever get enough money, I'd like to purchase one XBOX 360, but that seems out of the question now since my parents have told me that this month they are "broke". *sigh* My life is crap. I don't have a job because well, most jobs require work experience. I have none. I want to work at a video game store for the most part, but I never worked before, so it's hard for them to determine if I am going to walk out in 9 months, and it's also hard for them to really gauge my performance in a working environment. It sucks. ...It looks like the PS3 will come equipped with Linux on the hard drive, which is awesome, but most of it's "innovative" features are usually added to steal the thunder of other consoles. Wii had it's remote with motion sensing capabilities, then the PS3 quickly came out of nowhere and announced a SIXAXIS controller. It's the same stupid controller from the PS2 and the PS1, except that it is wireless, and it has a PlayStation button in the middle of the controller. In a sense they stole the wii's thunder, as they've been stealing ideas from Nintendo since the days of PS1.
  20. Today is a big day as I will be accepting sig requests, baseball requests of course. Only for today.
  21. Screw wallpapers, someone should make a thread for PSD renders so people wouldn't have to cutout a player from a picture
  22. That background can't be yours, I have seen and used that background on more than one occasion. I call shenanigans on the background
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