Wow...!
I just asked because I had never heard of it, and when I went back to the home page to check for it, it wasn't there so I thought it was a typo or something. Now that I've read your story...wow!
I hope you get better soon, not because of the mod. There isn't much I can do all the way from Portugal, but I'm pulling for you.
That's it from me really, I hope you get better!